CULTIVATING MY GARDEN

... And here I’m! 
Really this is me??? 
even if the last month I felt a bit lost, I'm that. 

Decisions that had to be made, without taking time to let it go, then straight away from my past experiences to continue trusting into my instinct while being careful with my present . it got piled up!

.....then me analyzing too much about the future.

 

Yes, some moments I found myself over thinking... overwhelmed, over me and my next steps.

Then just like, that one sunshine, one deep step in the snow, one friendly phone call to say: "baby I have fallen in love"  made me realize here, now, life is a miracle!!!

Honey, where are my strawberries?

Wow life it's so magical to have been bringing me more creative ideas for the future which I am so excited for too.

How easy is to change mind right and reloaded myself in a new version of how I improve To Be.

My time here in Vienna since I arrived has just been so magical in any way.

Be close to My soul sister of all over the world share with her and her family planting some major seeds that will grow into a cool plant of life.
We have been able to infuse us with energies of joy, faith, and devotion to the endless miracle in the way to becoming the strongest friendship I never experienced before.

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I have had mind-blowing love surprise with a new lover amazing artist which I'm very surprised to have in my life; There are some new sparkles around which is also pretty exciting.


Now I got some time to reflect, to meditate and feel into the gift of my life, but now I start to land in it all and I feel grounded, happy and filled with love for myself - cause I'm honoring my emotions and living in my truth.

Tantric Meditations was being for more than 15 years my strongest tool to go forward to my fears.

So important for me to realize how I fall into much drama in my surrounding because even if I like people I like to be aware of my mirror energies so my levels just get depleted completely then.

Following my old paths to be the one who listens, the one who cares, the one who is aware. And I love that, I commitment with that inner self, being loyal to my happy hippie soul. Because I have a thousand opportunities to feel and share the love with others. 

Please, Universe, go through me with more changes, more uncertain, more stories to be part and more holding air in the lungs.

I value my energy too much. 
I choose for now and on non-drama, said yes to stay longer in a new city with a new language. I have been indecisive around and answered some big questions... with the only propose to nourish my garden where I live in Healing and Growth!

Everything that is supposed to happen is happening!